Ask me anything :)   Courtney Nicole Van Horn.
I have a beautiful life, filled with beautiful people, and I'm just making even more beautiful memories. :)


nothing is permanent, the art of letting go

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— 1 week ago with 13676 notes
"You were red. You liked me cause I was blue. You touched me and suddenly I was a lilac sky and you decided purple just wasn’t for you."
— 2 weeks ago with 341456 notes
"We live on a blue planet that circles around a ball of fire next to a moon that moves the sea, and you don’t believe in miracles?"
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"More than anything, I need Jesus; let me never forget a single moment of that truth, because He is the only one who will calm storms and revive my soul. I need Him just as I need the air in my lungs, or the warmth of the sun. Jesus Christ is not an accessory to my life, He is my life."
T.B. LaBerge // Go Now (via tblaberge)

(via poetryballoonsandcatchytunes)

— 2 weeks ago with 1395 notes
Carrie:I've done the merry go round I've been through the revolving door I feel like I met somebody I can stand still with for a minute and... don't you wanna stand still with me?
Big:You dragged me out to a park at three in the morning to ask me if I wanna stand still with you?
~Sex and The City
— 2 weeks ago with 17 notes
"He will brush against your thigh and pretend that he didn’t, and he’ll look you in the eyes and tell you he likes them. He will take the band out of your ponytail because he likes your hair long, he will let you listen to his favourite song and it will get stuck in your head. He will kiss your lips until they are numb and he will hold your hands until they go numb too. Don’t watch the sunset with him, because you won’t be able to watch it again without missing the smell of his cologne. Don’t make him call you by your nickname, because afterwards you won’t be able to hear it. Your heart will be heavy and so will your head but just remember you were beautiful before he said so."
some advice i gave to a friend (via failvrebydesign)

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— 2 weeks ago with 52298 notes
"I know in the past I’ve caused you pain and I’m sorry. And I’ll always be sorry ‘till the day I die. And I hate this pen I’m holding because I should be holding you. I hate this paper under my hand because it isn’t you. I even hate this letter because it’s not the whole truth. Because the whole truth is so much more than a letter can even say. If you want to hate me, go ahead. If you want to burn this letter, do it. You could burn the whole world down; you could tell me to go to hell. I’d go, if you wanted me to. And I’d send you a letter from there."
My So-Called Life (via anyasquotes)
— 2 weeks ago with 50 notes

“I’m in love with you,” he said quietly.

"Augustus," I said.

"I am," he said. He was staring at me, and I could see the corners of his eyes crinkling. "I’m in love with you, and I’m not in the business of denying myself the simple pleasure of saying true things. I’m in love with you, and I know that love is just a shout into the void, and that oblivion is inevitable, and that we’re all doomed and that there will come a day when all our labor has been returned to dust, and I know the sun will swallow the only earth we’ll ever have, and I am in love with you.”

John Green, The Fault in Our Stars (via words-of-emotion)

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— 3 weeks ago with 735 notes

You’re scared of the way I make you feel because you don’t want to feel anything.

Maya Banks, Sweet Temptation (via adderalldust)

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